Demam Gemersik Kalbu ..

eleh tgk title ni pon da tau pasal apa kan..hik hik ..rerasa ramai yg terkena virus 'gemersik kalbu' ni especially gurls kot.. sebenarnye aku xdela tgk dr mula2..tp bila da ter tengok terus terjebak..alahai.....(ni yg payah tgk ceter bersiri ni..)


kat umah tu bukan aku jer terjebak..adik aku yg no. 4 tu sanggup turun shah alam g carik novel gemersik kalbu tuh..huhu (sori kak bocor rahsia kau..hehe..) ni novel kt bawah ni..


bagi yg tgk ceter tu..mesti tau kot aqasha yg suweett...sgt.... ^-^ terbuai2 tak perasaan korang.. (cis cis..terserlah lah kegadisan ku..ouch!)sweet sgt kan aqasha.. (bertuahnyer kau raihana...pstt pstt..kalo ko xnak pas kt aku jela ek..hahaha)
tapi suke gak dgr lagu tema ceter ni..'catchy' kan..adik2 aku sume secara spontan dan bersatu padu (sepakat sungguh) nyanyi lagu tu kalu kuar time ceter ni..especially part.....jengjengjeng... " ku gigit gigit ...." hahaha......tapi sweet gk lagu tu kan..especially part yg last2 tuh.. 'gilakan mu ...' auw~ ^_~ (xde ker org nak uat cmni kt aku..ahakz!..weh eha..ni name pon ceter novel..xyah nk berangan la wei - dgn tetiba otak aku bercakap..hihihi..)

okayla..suke ati la nak ckp aku jiwang ke ape..aku nk layan jap lagu kat bawah ni..hikhik..bye2...

Dear Blog~

Dear blog ..
I have no idea to tell this to whom..
now, i'm really in gloomy emotions..
i did lied to most of my friends about something ..
actually it wasn't my intention to lie to them..
it just i wanted to fix something which i think can be better..
but i know..
the truth is ..
i'm lying to no one but myself..
i feel like killing myself now ..
how i wish to die young ~

Truly ~

I'm an unexpected type of person .. my decision sometimes might differ from others but I'll do anything that I need to do which I thought the best for others like my friends.. I appreciate them and I would like to show them my love which sometimes they hardly can see that.. sometimes my decision will hurt others but I'll do what I need to do to protect my friends.. I hope they can see this is the best one day.. for those I think I already hurt or break their heart.. I'm sorry .. I need to do this.. I'm not regretting this even though I need to sacrifice myself ..coz.. this is what I am ..

Pacat ~

minggu lepas balik kampung..masuk semak sana..semak sini..hahaha..padahnye dapatla 4ekor pacat..yang peliknye..aku sorang je dapat..yang lain maintain jer..maybe pacat kg suka darah o kot..hahaha...tapi pacat ni telah merubah hidup aku la.. gara2 diorang aku allergi..huhu..kaki bengkak susah nk jalan..tumbuh rashes..huhu..parah sungguh..dan sbb dorang aku google pasal pacat ni..haha..never underestimate them okay! ^-^

ni aku terjumpa kat satu blog
Tip apabila terkena gigitan pacat (sumber: http://anizyn.blogspot.com)

Gigitan pacat perkara biasa jika anda memasuki hutan hujan di Asia Tenggara, Afrika dan Madagascar. Tidak seperti hidupan sama di bahagian lain dunia, pacat hutan hujan hidup dalam suasana daun kering dan tumbuhan terutama di lantai hutan.
Ia mencari makanan iaitu darah hidupan berdarah panas termasuk manusia berdasarkan bau dan getaran bunyi yang terhasil daripada pergerakan. Di kawasan tertentu, anda akan dapat lihat hidupan ini bergerak ke arah badan manusia selepas beberapa ketika. Pacat darat sangat halus tetapi boleh membesar sehingga 10 kali daripada saiz asal selepas menghisap darah.

Cara paling mudah untuk mengelak gigitan pacat dengan memakai stokin atau seluar panjang menutupi bahagian bawah badan. Anda boleh melumurkan kaki dan tangan dengan minyak panas atau minyak cap kapak. Jangan terlalu takut terhadap hidupan ini kerana ia tidak menyebarkan jangkitan dan hanya menyebabkan kecederaan kecil. Anda tidak akan terasa digigit kerana ia menyebarkan anestetik apabila ia menghisap darah.


Namun, untuk mereka yang memiliki kulit putih gebu atau manja (sensitif), gigitan pacat turut memberi kesan apabila meninggalkan kesan parut yang ketara


Cara betul untuk alih pacat
# Pacat akan terjatuh selepas kenyang. Namun, jika anda mahu mengalihkan ia lebih awal, kenal pasti bahagian gigi pacat yang berfungsi menghisap darah di salah satu hujung, lazimnya di bahagian lebih nipis.

# Secara perlahan, gunakan jari telunjuk untuk mencabut bahagian pacat yang menghisap darah daripada kulit. Gunakan satu lagi jari untuk memisahkan hujung satu lagi yang lebih gemuk. Pada proses ini, pacat lazimnya akan cuba untuk kembali melekat ke kulit.

# Selepas mencabut pacat, pastikan anda membersihkan kesan luka untuk mengelak jangkitan. Hidupan itu tidak beracun, namun mungkin rasa gatal dan tidak selesa.

# Jangan gunakan api rokok, ubat nyamuk, losen antiserangga atau menarik secara pantas untuk mengalihkan pacat daripada kulit. Cara ini mungkin memberi kesan lebih teruk kerana ia memberi luka lebih dalam dan kesan parut.

# Jika ia menghisap darah di bahagian telinga, hidung atau mulut, anda mungkin mendapat masalah kerana pacat menjadi gemuk apabila kekenyangan, sekali gus boleh membawa kesan parut atau cela di muka.

# Jika secara tidak sengaja mendapati ia di mulut, gunakan alkohol atau hidrogen peroksida untuk berkumur. Jika terpaksa, gunakan objek keras.

Sambung Baca: http://anizyn.blogspot.com/2010/05/tip-apabila-terkena-gigitan-pacat.html#ixzz1jfvPMBwD

Those I misses s0 much

Suddenly, I've been missing some of my friends that I used to keep-in-touch before.. But under some circumstance, we don't catch-up each other stories anymore through phone or seeing each other..even though sometimes I'd like to know their latest stories.. there is something stop me from doing that.. coz some of these friends are married or have very busy life..I am scared if I call them, it might be disturbing.. so what can I do is always active on my FB..so that I can be updated with their stories..(even though not knowing all the news directly..) I'm happy if I saw my friend's story like getting married or updates about their pregnancy..wish to say congratulations..but that's not what I do..what I do is..I only pray for their happiness are for ever which this is what I think I can do best for them.. Aminn..

sometimes..I'll remember all the pieces of the sweet memories when with them..it can make me laugh, smile, or even cry sometimes..(I know.. most of my friends said that I'm look colder..but they wouldn't know that I'm very fragile inside actually..)..
But I do appreciates all the memories which I shared with them..I will keep them deeply in my heart..

I misses them.. but at the same time I'm really happy for them..as they already found what they need and what they want .. I wish nothing but the best for them ..

I guess this is what people called as a 'life-cycle'.. U have to bear with it.. It is n0t a choice for you to choose..Either u want it or not.. this is the life cycle~

SaSa Ch0colici0s

True Story : A Friend of Mine

What is the meaning of a friend to you? Honestly, I do feel like the idea of true friends are bring-out the best of each other.. and I'm blessed with so many good friends surrounding me for all this while..

But I do have a friend which I believe is not a true friend..this is the first time I'm facing this kind of friend.. A friend who only think about herself..all nothing but herself.. It just after awhile for me to realized that she has been using me for her own benefits..Nowadays, whenever I'm thinking about her..it makes my heart broken ..

Let's named her as Z (not a real name). she was my friend since primary school (such a long time,huh!) yet, we don't have good record back then.. During school, we tend to argue about small things..what I remembered, I couldn't accept her behavior (she seems to be jealous whenever I've got better than her like grades we got for exams) .

When we're in Standard 6.. She's got an A for Math but I only got B. That's make she feels winning over me (which I was s0 heartless about it..bla..bla..bla..it's not a big deal) So...that day she just rushing to get home and telling her mother the result and plus, so kindly 'informing' my mom about it..well, after I reached home, I saw her mother inside my house talking with my mother (even heard she was gladly telling my mom how proud she was for her daughter..daa..) (Isn't they're the perfect combo of mother and daughter..)..I just ignore whatever she done to me..

But when we got UPSR result..I managed to get 4A's 1B and she got 3A's 2B's..I'm not saying that I'm very good but the result seems fair enough..Finally, her mom cannot say anything to my mother..

After primary school, we seems to lost contact coz her family was moving to Perak..but managed to reunite again after diploma time..since then we keep in-touch..

If she's got problem..she'll always look-out for me because she doesn't have so many closes friend..as a friend, I'm always trying my best to help her out every time..

Before she get married, she was out of money and asking for my help..you wouldn't believe what she asked me to do..she did asked me to apply for personal loan so that she can borrow that money from me.. (how selfish she can be..i hardly can sleep when think about her problem..how she could think all about herself only..she was even didn't let me tell anyone about asking me to apply that loan..)

The truth is ..I was nearly apply for that loan but luckily I did asked my colleagues for some advise (they said I shouldn't risk my life because someone else like that..what if she cannot pay and the bank will chase after me - for quite some time I think it all over again and I find it is true..) and even I didn't apply for that loan I did lend her some money..it was not that much but if added hundreds it'll become thousand..It was nearly 1 year plus but yet, i haven't received the money. As what she promised me earlier, she'll pay as soonest possible.. (but until now only silence feels the air..) (Luckily I don't apply the loan..silly me! if not I'm the one who troublesome now.. )

There was one day when she doesn't have transport from LRT Kelana Jaya (coz she took lrt to kl for work) she did asked for my help..i did come from Subang Jaya to pick her up even though I had no idea where the lrt is.. (I'm kinda of scared to explore the new area coz I'm always easily get lost..but because of her, I have to face it.. :/ )..she was even request me to come as soonest possible (who's car actually? I don't get her -_-! ). she always looking for me when she needed for help but I don't think she'll do the same for me..so sad to have friend like this.. :(

There was one night when she into a fight with her husband..she asked me to pick her up at komuter klang because she doesn't want her husband pick her..Can u imagine..?? I did.. Then, after reached home when she find out that her husband not at home she asked me to follow her to futsal court (where she thought her husband was..) I did followed her.. and she get into big fight with her husband and even scolded her husband in-front of other people..how childish she was..but better for me to not interfere with their problem..then after crying she asked me to accompany her back home..I did..and after that i decided to go home (it was already 11 pm..so dark..and i was all alone..she wasn't even think about me..all about her..).
After I reached home, my parents waited for me and I was even get scolded by my father for trying to 'interfere' to their prob but actually that's not my intention..I was even cried that night.. :_(

There more about her which I realized as selfish...but I don't want to remember it now..

These situations make me realized that she just using me for her own benefits..It is not that I wanted to reveal bad things about her..but writing makes me relief..writing makes me comfortable to express my feelings and emotions..

To Dearest Friend...

I wish that this year I'm not knowing another friend like you .. I wish you are happy with ur life now..please don't behave like this to other people..if not you'll not having good friend though..

because I do believe ..

" A TRUE FRIEND BRING OUT THE BEST OF EACH OTHER "

Good Bye ..

*~ My Preloved Collection~* ( Shoes Edition )

Hello there..

i dunno whether u guyz interested in buying preloved items.. but i really wanna let go these shoes..there are too many in my room..even my mother couldn't stand it anymore..huhu..

All still in good conditions..some only worn once or twice and some a brand new items..If you're interested..just comment this post or just email me to icycoldsummer@yahoo.com


1st item :

1) NAUTINI Black Shoes (Size : 36 )

Reason To Let Go : i love this shoes but the heels like killing me (maybe i'm not used to it..hihi..). so I just wear this once only .. -_-"


Price NOW : I've bought this at RM 100++ But I just wanted to let go this at RM 50 (Excluded Delivery, If u just nearby i'll send it to you.. ^-^)



NAUTINI Black Shoes
NAUTINI Black Shoes
NAUTINI Black Shoes

NAUTINI Black Shoes




2nd item :

2) Vincci Shoes (Beige / Cream Color, Size: 4 1/2 )

Reason To Let Go : i love this shoes but the heels like killing me (maybe i'm not used to it..hihi..). so I just wear this twice only .. -_-"


Price NOW : I just wanted to let go this at RM 30 (Excluded Delivery, If u just nearby i'll send it to you.. ^-^)

Vincci Shoes
Vincci Shoes
Vincci Shoes
Vincci Shoes

New Year - Gathering at hist0ric place (part 1)

Finally, last week jadi pun kitorang jumpa for new year..itu pn setelah diusahakan oleh cik dya pd awalnya..ni membe2 masa skola menengah dulu..satu hostel kat kg pandan dulu..da besa2 sume hihi..tp xramai pon leh kumpul sebab ramai da jd wife org n mak budak..tapi ade gak wife orgjoin..hehe..(thanks cik nani sudi join)..yang lain2 single lagik cm dard, dya, ain, zie, siti n eza..sesapa single nk usha2 leh la saya tolong ..hehe..tapi eza n dard rase da 'taken' kot..he ..xpe2..yg lain2 single weh.. ^-^

sabtu pg, 31st dec 2011 siti da tggu kt mcd andalas kul 8.30pg tp aku lmbat sikit sbb check kete pape yg patut pastu after pick-up siti, kitorang g pick-up eza kat umah dia johan setia..pastu kitorang terus shoot g kfc federal shah alam tu..tggu zie, dard ngan nani smpai..pe lagi mkn2 dulu weh..laapaa... -_-! Ni our breakfast crew dat day..
nani, siti, e-ha
eza, zie & dard

berselera kami makan..err..maksud aku..cm aku sorang je selera sgt..yela aku sorang je yg beli extra++..haha..yg lain2 satu set je...haha.. ^-^ pastu gerak la ngan senang ati..

inila telatah kami bila kt trafic lite..kete zie pn kami capture..hehe..



sian dya ngan ain da smpai awal kat R&R Seremban..jd kami shoot la..lebih kurang kul 11pg sampai sana..sempat g kami posin2 dlm kete..

sampaila cik dya ngan cik ain sampai ke kete kami..hihihi...
adegan sesi kejar-mengejar bermula..laju juge cik ain bwk kete..aku tgh2 nk kejar ain n tggu si zie..tapi yg syok nye..dlm kete kitorang leh mkn donut ngan eskrem lagik! haha..jgn jeles..
sampaila kat melaka..
sampai kt melaka kitorang berpecah sbb susah dpt parking..lost weh nk carik bebudak ni..yela..dorang bg direction belah dorang..kitorang pk belah kitorang..penin2..sorang utara..sorang selatan..